sometime i feel bored without you

 I really MISS you..... i felt just like you are GONE FOREVER..... and I thought you DON'T love me anymore.. but I know I am always in your brave heart. It is so hard not to keep remembering you, all night at 11:59 p.m .., you always text me.. and you will say " i miss you ".... After a few weeks, you never show up.. when i call you.. you never pick it up and when i text you, you never reply it... it makes me felt so WEIRD.. the weirdness became more weird... in the month of MAY the 1st MAY.. its my birthday.. i have called you so many times but you never answered.. after that i opened my BLOG and saw some pictures of you with a girl and the picture is about you marrying her.... after seeing the pictures, i felt sorry because all of this i have disturb you..   after 10 minutes.. i fell down when i was in my bedroom and i was having a bad headache, my nose was bleeding and my mother came in my room and sat beside me.. after 5 minute later.. i died because of a desease called leucimia..